It was time for them to leave and then Mrs. Carolyn came over for women's bible study. As soon as she walked in the door I could tell that she had a rough week. She was frustrated and discouraged but she came to bible study anyway. She said that she knew that she needed to be there with us. She talked about how hard it was for her some days to just get out of bed. So we then read James 1:12 - Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him." She then began to cry and tell us how thankful she was to learn about scripture and she was so happy that she was able to understand it. She told us how thankful she was that we were there for her and how blessed she always feels afterwards. She said no one has ever taken the time to teach her how to read the bible. I was so humbled tonight by her brokenness and her willingness to share her heart. I was supposed to be teaching her the bible but I received so much more from her. She has taught me about love, joy, and what being blessed is all about. I love doing life with her.
After bible study we went to hang out with our family who loves us so much. We always have so much fun together and it has been a blessing for them to be in our lives. They are constantly available to us for wisdom and guidance. Our relationships with them are so important and I am thankful for our time together.
As I sit here tonight feeling overwhelmingly blessed, I can not help but thank God for placing these people and this community into my life. I am just along for the ride, and I am just letting God use me as he sees fit. I am rolling with the punches, loving people, and standing firm in my faith. Which is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. A wise person once told me to go BE not DO. So that is what I am doing, I am just being here for others in this amazingly crazy journey that I am on. My only hope is that God gets all the glory. I would not be able to make it this far without the support and prayers of everyone. Please keep praying for us, and our new family!
SO. MANY. ADVENTURES.
Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.-Proverbs 22:6